This is what happens when you sit to close to the Tv

2:21am: havent written in a while
Life been good, road trip to cali in a few weeks, my boy nick, is lettin crash at his place for a few days then then on the way back vegas and who knows

2:02am: guess what mother fuckers
Guess who's comin back for a week, in three weeks?

9:40pm: What the hell happened to me
So lately, my life

I have written for a while,guess i should, it would help get shit off my chest. Well I'm out of work, I sit at home and play video games, woot, no not really. No girl in my life still, i dont know maybe its me, Ive never real smooth with the ladies. lol. Well, shit, lets see I can't go to the bar, no car and any money I do get, my dad ask to borrow it, so I can't save for damn car. It's always the same were in debt we need help getting out of it. I don't see them askin anyone else in this damn house but me. Fuck that shit. Sorry, just been a horrible day, week, month, year. Enough about me how are all the people who still remember me. I guess shit can happen and it always seems to happen to me .

4:11am: How Is everyone?
So yeah, I kicked out of the Core. Well they discharged because they broke me, my lungs are messed up now. SO back in this shit hole state, without a job and did I mention without a clue in the world, what the fuck I want to do with my life. Anyone got idea, what I should do with my life because I'm out of idea's and frankly, I'm just about fed up with even trying to figure it out.
I tried the military that didn't and I pretty sure that was for the best. It took me about whole two seconds to figure out I totally did not belong there. I'm pretty sure they brained washed me, but hey its all good, at least they payed me.
My life of right now consist of me sitting on my ass broke, and when I do have cash I go the bar and get plowed. What a life. Well not really, I changing now, I started going out for a run but I don't get very far considering I can't breath right because my lungs are fucked up. Well I'm done I guess. Anyone?

3:43pm: I joined the Miltary
Im in the core

12:03pm: so yeah i got a free ticket to ozfest and backstage pass a buddy i know out here is is the mudvanes dummer cousin so its pretty sweet

someone plz come visit me i miss everyone and and cant get off work for a while

7:15am: So does anyone remember me, I kno I havent been around but its not my fault, I work alot here I got in chicago culitary inst,or w.e if spelled wrong fuck off, I just got off work, I work as valet thrid shift pretty sweet job drive nice cars and get paid to do it, I hope to hear from everyone love u guys and miss everyone

5:05am: I love you guys

12:56am: well lets see life as i know it is about to all change, I'm not sure yet if for the better or the worse but man is it going to change. I have to make a choice, and well its to stay in IL or move to NH. both have pro's and con's, i leave a job thats loves me and will do anything to keep me a roof under my head, i go back to nh i have friends that love me, but no family no grantee if ill have place to liv, prices of schools NHTI ICC not much different but still a difference help me please

2:06pm: amber i love u, and i coming back bitches not sure if for good or not but im making a come back to NH motherfuckers stay on the look out cuz in about month im coming

3:50pm: IM alive
So doubt anyone reads this but im alive, i moving to chicago for god i have stripper girlfriend, woot, i turn 20 in about month and i work at pizza hut making crap for cash, i gotta start selling drug lol

4:46am: sorry i havent posted i have new phone number if u it want comment, I havent found a job yet, still looking, Im accited to EQ and metal

4:25am: OAR is one the best bands going

8:28pm: its been a while since i heard metal
i go back tomorrow to shit hole Peoria to live my dad I hate it there I wanna go back to New HAmpshire. I miss my friends and boy howdy lets rock

ECcB
EAst Coast Cowboy
out

12:58am: argh red alert is awsome game

4:38am: i put up pictures of a kid getting beat and no one says a thing it makes wonder a little bi, yesyeday was one my bes friends brithdays and i couldnt be around that suxs well arthur i hope u had a great birthday dude ur the best METAL 4 life, anyways bored cant sleep ur moms a bitch blah blah blah blah blah, its the crap a different day ssdd yeah i need to get laid and yeah bored totally bored

12:46am:
yes



sweet

2:36am: is it possiable to get some comments

2:35am:

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9:17pm:
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1:36pm: Ever feel losted In your own little world
I have been doing soul searching and encountered that their are many people who care about me. In this past year of college I have met some people that have changed life for the better and worst. I have always had friends like Arthur and Sara and few opther from Nashua that have always cared about me and been there when I reallly need them they are true friends those are hard to find. Thank you guys. I still have not made up my mind if coming back to New Hampshire but if i dont i will never forget any of you guys. All of you have the been the best this goes goes out to old friends and new ones out there you guys rock. My final entry so long take care METAL

6:20pm: penguin

6:16pm: OAR
Hush little baby, don't say a word, I'd like to give you everything that you deserve. I'll give you all my heart, and I will give you all my soul, you can have all my money if you like you can have control....I miss you every night that you're not there, I just want to sit around your life and breathe your air. ~ O.A.R

7:20pm: Chicago is SUXs
Chicago the city is great, seeing my family again is great, skateing is great, but i miss my friends, i have no one to hang out with that really suxs, noone ever calls me, ill stop winneing like an emo bitch now, metall,for u art ur the best

2:45pm: